When Ego Vanishes: The Truth Behind Genuine Avesham
Avesham is often misunderstood as a deity descending into a
human body, an external force entering a vessel from outside. But in the deeper
understanding of Tantra Shastra and Shakta philosophy, Avesham is not an
arrival at all. It is a vanishing — the dissolution of the very boundary that
made "self" and "divine" appear separate. The body
continues to breathe, the limbs continue to move, but the center of awareness,
the sense of a separate "I," quietly gives way. What remains is not
possession but transparency — the individual becomes a clear medium through
which Shakti expresses herself.
Why It Cannot Be Faked
True Avesham cannot be performed, rehearsed, or manufactured
through effort of will. Ritual, chanting, and preparation may create the
conditions for it, but they cannot force it into being. This is because Avesham
is not an addition of something new to the Sadhaka; it is a subtraction — the
falling away of ego, the loosening of the grip that says "I am doing
this." The Bhagavad Gita speaks of this inner stillness as the mark of
true realization:
"Yatha deepo nivatastho nengate sopama smrita, yogino
yatachittasya yunjato yogam atmanah." (Bhagavad Gita 6.19) — As a lamp in
a windless place does not flicker, so is the disciplined mind of the yogi
absorbed in the Self.
This steadiness cannot be imitated through dramatic movement
or performance. A performance still carries the actor's ego; true Avesham
carries none.
The Tantric View: Shakti as Unobstructed Presence
In Shakta and Tantric thought, the divine is never distant.
Shakti is the very substratum of existence, already present within every being
as consciousness and life force. Avesham, therefore, is not the Goddess
traveling from somewhere else into a person; it is the removal of the veil of
ahamkara, the ego-sense, that had obscured her presence. Kularnava Tantra
repeatedly emphasizes that liberation and divine union arise through inner
purification and the dissolving of dualistic perception, not through external
show. When the Sadhaka becomes inwardly empty, like a still lake reflecting the
sky without ripple, Shakti's presence simply becomes unobstructed.
Symbolism of Emptiness and Expansion
The emptiness spoken of here is not a void of despair but a
fullness beyond form. In Tantric symbolism, the Sadhaka's inner space expanding
into stillness mirrors the imagery of Akasha, the space element, which contains
all things without being altered by any of them. The Devi is often invoked as
Chit-Shakti, consciousness itself, and true Avesham is the recognition that
this consciousness was never separate from the seeker. The crossing described
is symbolic of the Advaitic truth embedded within Shaktism — that the finite
and infinite were never two.
Life Lessons and Modern Relevance
In a world driven by performance, validation, and external display, the teaching of Avesham offers a quiet correction. Genuine transformation, spiritual or otherwise, cannot be staged for an audience. It arises only when the ego steps back. This applies far beyond ritual contexts — in creative work, in relationships, in moments of deep focus, people often describe a similar dissolving of self-consciousness where action flows without the interference of the "doer." The Gita's teaching that the Self is unchanging and beyond birth and death - "na jayate mriyate va kadachit" (Bhagavad Gita 2.20) - reminds the seeker that what dissolves in true Avesham is never the real Self, only the illusion layered over it.
True Avesham cannot arrive because it was never absent. It cannot be faked because faking requires an ego to perform it, and the very essence of Avesham is the absence of that ego. It is not gain but recognition, not entry but unveiling — the silent moment when the seeker discovers there was never a wall between the human and the divine, only a forgetting.